and now you're here and you don't know why.

He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why

today.

Today, I ran away from a blue-tongue lizard.
I said "come at me bro".
It did.

I feared for my life.

to think I held you yesterday, your love was just a game.

send me on my way.

out of my mind.

running away from Mt Beauty in search of the love of my life.
this is what 72hours of James Blunt does.
I'm coming...

.

I wasted everything on you.

you're already one foot out the door.

Piece by piece we fall apart
With every beat slows down my heart

So I'll just say what you won't say
and I'll take the blame if it is for your sake
No turning back on what you can't save

tangled.

chew me up and spit me out.
do you enjoy the taste I leave in your mouth?

mm

Dear boy with the messy mind,
save me from myself?

.

everything hurts. I've never hated you more than I do now.
I'm going to run away from you.

stop.

I always skrew up. Everything will always be my fault.
don't bother telling me how I skrewed up, because I wouldn't understand.

I'm not a fucking child!

sister.

I miss the times when my little sister was actually my sister. I miss the girl I grew up with, the girl I told my secrets to, the girl who bitched all her issues to me and the girl I bitched back to. You were like my best friend. I miss how I'd cheat at Uno and you'd always catch me out. I miss the way we'd laugh together. I miss the beautiful you. I'm not entirely sure what's happened but I don't know you anymore and I hate it. It's been almost a year now.

I just want you back.

you wouldn't believe me.

sometimes I just want to burst into glitter because I'm so content with my life.

only.

If only I had the guts to feel this way.

dedication.

You'll never really find those perfect words.
Something more than just 'Goodbye.'

It's hard to remember the good times when there's just so much heartache,
But they deserve more than that.
They deserve more than just one single moment of sadness.

So just remember that when there's enough love in our hearts it burns like a fucking supernova
And there sure as hell is enough love in our heart to smile that famous smile
We all lose someone at some point in our lives,
But don't ever let go of that smile.
Hold on forever.
Because that's our final dedication.

rebel, rebel, 'cause you're the new sensation.

you'll never notice 'cause you're never there.

smiling eyes.

mythology.

"In Greek mythology, it's said that humans were originally created with 4 arms, 4 legs, and a head with 2 faces.

Fearing their power, Zeus split them apart and condemned them to spend their whole lives searching for their missing halves."

inspiration isn't cheap these days.

maybe one day I'll actually fit in, but I'm far too childlike for your serious discussions.
I like it better this way, even though I act like I hate it.
I want to find my own kind.

It's already been too long.

Dear Sanity,
Would you please come back?
I can't do it without you,
they'll think I'm crazy.
Sincerly,
girl with the chocolate heart.

simple, regular thoughts.