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Dear boy with the messy mind,
save me from myself?

.

everything hurts. I've never hated you more than I do now.
I'm going to run away from you.

stop.

I always skrew up. Everything will always be my fault.
don't bother telling me how I skrewed up, because I wouldn't understand.

I'm not a fucking child!

sister.

I miss the times when my little sister was actually my sister. I miss the girl I grew up with, the girl I told my secrets to, the girl who bitched all her issues to me and the girl I bitched back to. You were like my best friend. I miss how I'd cheat at Uno and you'd always catch me out. I miss the way we'd laugh together. I miss the beautiful you. I'm not entirely sure what's happened but I don't know you anymore and I hate it. It's been almost a year now.

I just want you back.

you wouldn't believe me.

sometimes I just want to burst into glitter because I'm so content with my life.

only.

If only I had the guts to feel this way.

dedication.

You'll never really find those perfect words.
Something more than just 'Goodbye.'

It's hard to remember the good times when there's just so much heartache,
But they deserve more than that.
They deserve more than just one single moment of sadness.

So just remember that when there's enough love in our hearts it burns like a fucking supernova
And there sure as hell is enough love in our heart to smile that famous smile
We all lose someone at some point in our lives,
But don't ever let go of that smile.
Hold on forever.
Because that's our final dedication.